venerdì 27 febbraio 2009

130 - two people who belong together 16.09.08

The second part of Carmel's wedding and JP gets a friendly visitor.
After nothing for a week JP is a little more normal,
 and the 
moment he sees Craig he instinctively starts to walk towards him. The pull is too strong between them. I also love 
the VO from Leo's 
wedding speech saying "two people who belong together" being over the boys. 



129 Carmel's wedding 15.09.08


It's the day of Carmel's wedding.. and Kieron's funeral.

128 - Please Don't Say It's Over 08.09.08

Craig: I should have come back months ago, Steph. Day after Day in Dublin i'd want to. But he ran out on me, how could I? So I went traveling, but I was only running away from John Paul aswell. I'm gonna lose him all over again.
--
Craig: I've gotta go see him. I need to talk to him. I need to be with him. I know how upset he must be.

Craig: I know you're hurtin'. I 
wanna try and help.
JP: I don't wanna be with you anymore.
Craig: Please...
JP: How can I, hey?
--
JP: It is my fault. It is. And i'm gonna feel like this 
forever. 
Craig: I'll wait as long as it takes.
JP: It's over Craig.
Craig: No!
JP: It has to be.
Craig: No! It can't be.






giovedì 26 febbraio 2009

127 - It's You, It's Always Been You p.2

JP opening the door for Craig, playing hard to get. "You don't take no for an answer, do you?" JP says, just exhausted. "Not anymore. Not from YOU." Craig says. *goes in for a kiss* And JP's all "whoa, whoa, whoa... I'm gonna go and see Kieron, all right?" 


Craig "Well, he can wait!" and goes in for a kiss a second time, because yeah, Craig GETS
 it, he knows the score, but still! And
 JP's hysterical reaction to Craig's first and then second attempt at a kiss!
 He looks all flustered, besides himself, all he can manage is a half-hearted "Craig, get out - I mean it!" - nothing like Back From
 Zante "GET OUT!" at all!

Craig slams the door, and then JP's just
 standing there, chest heaving, heart racing, totally frozen by Craig's emotional
 display.
Craig: I've spent an entire year of my life wondering what it could have been like. I go to clubs and I wonder if you would like the music. I sat in cafes thinking about what you would order. Would my housemates do your head in? How can I run away from you, when you're in here. Tell me that.
And then Craig goes on, and tells the tale of how he's been in the
 same prison JP's been in this entire year.
JP tells Craig to go, Craig says no, and where does that leave JP? lolz JP's says no, with his heart and body crying out to Craig.
 Craig's gonna ask JP one more
 time, but he needs to know it's the truth, and JP nods, a bit dazed - about to fall over. Craig asks, and JP bends the truth, drops his
 gaze. "No." he says, and then qualifies it with "I mean - and what difference does it make anyway?" because of course he does, but
 whether or not JP is completely in LOVE with Craig Dean, and wishes he had gone with him to Dublin was never in
 question! 

Craig: Just swear that you don't want me and I'll walk out of here and you'll never see me again. Just say it.
 Craig is there, all up in his grill, forcing JP to look at him, to SEE him. Completely naked,
 and out on a ledge for JP, for JP's love. That's all Craig wants, that's all he needs, and
 that's all JP has. And they share the same space, the same air. Everything stops! JP falls
 into Craig's arms.

Later.
Craig: So you're doing a runner?
JP: You're in my house.
Craig: You know what I mean.
JP: Don't be daft. It's you, it's always been you.



JP doesnt wanna lie anyomer and goes to tell Kieron the truth but  Niall disturbing the bliss.Yeah, okay Kieron was dead, but it's so sad knowing that at that moment JP was going to be fearleass and go after what he wanted until Niall decided to interfer. 
Jp finds Kieron. He dieds and JP thinks it's his fault.

126 - still in love 05.09.08 p.1

Craig: Will he be okay? I mean, about me?
JP: Yeah. Why wouldn't he be? It's not like there's anything's going on. *que awkward looks*
--
Craig: John Paul, look, it's easy to just sit here avoiding...whatever. But by the time you get round to things, the world has moved on and... you can lose too much.

Craig: He's jealous.
JP: Oh, I see your ego doesn't get any smaller. Craig, can you blame him after everything he's heard?
--
JP: Craig, I don't want to hear it.
Craig: I couldn't stand it. That's why I had to tell her.
JP: You told her you were gay?
Craig: I told her I was still in love with my ex.
--
Craig: You didn't even give me a chance. But i'm glad you didn't. You know, cause everything is much clearer now.
JP: Yeah, well it's a shame it's too late now.
Craig: No, it isn't.

mercoledì 25 febbraio 2009

125 - ♥♥♥♥ Craig is back ♥♥♥♥ 02.09.08


Craig is BACK!!










JP sees Craig
Craig sees JP. 




Look of love.








They talk.
JP: what u doing here?
Craig: Jack
JP: You seen your mum?

Craig: Yeah, it was my first stop.

Then Craig 
knows Jp has a boyfriend and wants to leave..

Craig: What's he like?
JP: Who?
Craig: David Beckham, who do you think?JP: ...Tall?





Craig: Oh, cheers!
Craig: Look, don't worry, you'll sort
 things out. We used to argue all the time but we made up.--




Craig invites JP to go to the Dog, where they find  Darren.
JP: Colonic Irrigation?
Craig: A Priest?
Craig: I meant it when I said i'm glad you found someone you love. You do love him, right?JP: ...It's good to see ya.



Craig: Wait...You didn't answer my question.
JP: The answer's yes. I'm really sorry.







Craig: Don't be sorry. I just want you to be happy.

JP is going away, when Craig calls 
him and 
hugs him♥

















But Kieron sees them 
and JP is angry :(

124 - Relationship with Kieron - spring summer 08

The day after he sleeps with Kieron, John Paul tells Kieron

 that he does not want to pursue a relationship with

 him, because

 he does not love him as much as he

 loved Craig 

Dean and the relationship is not worth the 

risk of being an

 outcast again. Kieron becomes angry that John Paul told him this after he broke his vow of

celibacy and 

moves out of the McQueen

 household and into Niall Rafferty's flat.


After some time avoiding each

 other, John Paul and Kieron are forced to work together in the pub quiz at the Dog, during which Kieron saves John Paul

 from humiliation in front of the whole Pub. John Paul talks with Kris.

 After some stern advice, John Paul finally confronts Kieron and tells him he cannot stop thinking about him. 

After an initial blunder, John Paul and Kieron come to an understanding of the

 relationship's special situation due to Kieron being a priest, and begin to see each other in secret.


In mid May 2008, John Paul and Kieron are 

nearly caught by Myra when petting in the McQueen residence. Despite this, Kieron later says that he is the happiest he has ever been with John Paul. Just days later, the couple go back to Niall's flat, believing that Niall would be out, only to be discovered by Steph and Niall. Steph and Nial agree to keep the relationship a secret, with Steph pointing to her earlier

 support for John Paul and Craig as proof of her trustworthiness.

John Paul tells Mercedes that he and the Priest have had sex. However, Kieron has overheard the conversation and abruptly ends the relationship. The next day John Paul tries to make amends for his actions but Kieron, though no longe

r angry, feels that he must choose between the Church and John Paul, and chooses the Church. 

Michaela overhears this conversation between John Paul and Kieron, and has tape-recorded it. She had been sent to Kieron's flat by Niall, who knew that she would find Kieron and John Paul talking there. She later sees Kieron talking to

 Kris and misconstrues this conversation as she thinks Kieron is cheating on John Paul with Kris. 

She wants to tell John Paul, but after he brushes her off, she writes an article for the Chester Herald on the Catholic Priest "two-timing" a teenage boy with a crosdressing bisexual. The following day, John Paul is sorry for snapping at Michaela and after he apologizes, she retracts the article. In the mean time, however, their other sister Mercedes - who

 thinks Kieron has been cheating on John Paul - calls him a

 hypocrite and hits him. John Paul, after hearing all that has happened, thinks he has lost Kieron, especially when Kieron shows up at the McQueens sporting a black eye given to him by Mercedes. Unexpectedly, though, Kieron tells John Paul that he is not angry, that John Paul means everything to him and that he loves John Paul more than he loves the Church, and that he is willing to take the risk.


John Paul and Kieron become an official romantic couple, and John Paul wants to tell his mother about their relationship. After drinking in some courage at SUBar, he

 heads home to tell her. But Myra confides in Father Kieron, still unaware of his relationship with her son, that she has

 given birth to a baby boy when she was 14 and given him up for adoption at birth by abandoning him at a Catholic church on the behest of her mother. Unbeknownst to anyone, this secret older McQueen brother is in fact Niall - who has been plotting to drive the McQueens apart and will use his knowledge of the secret relationship between Kieron and John Paul to separate John Paul from his family.

John Paul and Kieron meet outside the McQueen residence by chance, just after Myra's confession, and Kieron 

(unable to tell John Paul what Myra told him) convinces him that this is not the right moment to tell his mum about their relationship. A few weeks later, Niall convinces Myra to get the vows for Steph and Max's wedding, that Kieron 

"left" at home (Niall stole them from his jacket). Myra finds the vows next to a note from Kieron to John Paul. When John Paul enters Kieron's bedroom, fresh from the shower, she puts two and two together. Unable to speak to him, she rushes off to the

 church but John Paul follows her. In the middle of the wedding, unable to keep still any longer, 

Myra gets up, accuses Kieron of being a hypocrite and announces to the whole church that Kieron has been sleeping with her son. John Paul rushes home after his mum, trying to explain, while Kieron is in shock and does not know whether he can go on with the wedding. However, Kieron decides to finish the service after Steph, Max and O.B. ask 

him to. Myra tells John Paul that he is not her son if he carries on with Kieron; John Paul then leaves the McQueen house turning up at Kieron's (and Niall's) flat with bags.

After Tina gives birth to baby Max in dangerous circumstances, Niall convinces Kieron to leave Hollyoaks before he does any more damage to their family. He does temporarily, but returns a week later and is reunited with

 John Paul. Kieron then surrenders his position as a priest. At the naming ceremony for baby Max, Myra finally begins to warm to the idea of John Paul and Kieron's relationship, and invites Kieron to the party. An 

argument, however, between Mercedes and Russ over their divorce puts him in an uncomfortable position, and he leaves shortly afterwards.

John Paul, recognising the huge sacrifices Kieron has made to be with him, asks Kieron to marry him, and after a moment of surprise, Kieron accepts.